Eat lead, will ya?

Trage pe dreapta, drumul converge aici. Tobe foste scuturi lipsite de valuri prelungi și de zâmbetul fetei care cotrobăie prin poveste. Nu știu de orizont, vântul îmi bate...

Quit it, dear, the realm of the new will never welcome your tired mind only capable of randomizing... You think that hiding hypocrisy with words and declarative intentions can go on forever?

Am uitat... dar tu îmi stai pe umeri... uite, ca cifre în roșu pe un caiet cu spire. Îmi e li mie frică, știi...

The world has only this much mercy and compassion.

Dragul meu, pune ceva în loc, fâlfâie foi iar eu mă ascund în sunete și imagini și... știu că doar așa e, dar este, și a fost pentru prea mult timp.

You're just postponing the inevitable conclusion. You'll just have to succumb eventually...

Poate te-am rănit toată viața...

You should thank it.

Și totuși ai trăit. Și pot și eu trăi, chiar dacă mintea-mi e secată, ochii Dumnezeului cu textul sub ochi mă judecă... poate pot trăi și eu.

This is not going anywhere. It's all a blank lie that's been going on for too long. How can you ask of me to find the average between us two? At least I AM somewhere! At least I HAVE the faith to believe in something! Darn, you're just addicted to sensations, to "happiness"... well well well well well well well the well you sink in.

Da. Exact acolo, pe marginea drumului. Tu n-ai definiții pentru așa ceva. Ți-ai făcut casă în drum, asta faci. Crezi că eu nu aș vrea să știu unde sunt? Dacă aș știi, aș striga și EA ar veni. Trebuie să suportăm și incontrolabilul. Tu ești ancora, eu sunt scara.

No. I'm the lock, you're the balloon. 

De ce vorbim ca tine. Mereu alegem... mă negi? Îmi e dor de somn și de plaja pe care se legănau visele și își croiau viitorul lor... It was unreal. DAR ERA ACOLO! Damn, it was unproductive! 

Nu mă mai pot plânge, mă simt vinovat. Până la urmă tot ne luăm de brațe și ne închidem în propria noastră iluzie și nimic.

But we ain't going your way. So eat lead, will ya?

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