How to win friends and influence enemies
It often comes a time when you should be feeling something you don't. Allow yourself a moment to truly not be genuine and stoically feel it. That's all it takes. Calm, compassion, and perhaps even the littlest hug.
Now go hug that tree, go hug him/her.
Go feel free to feel.
Feel anything. Stop reading through paragraphs as much. Be rational, what could life be about if you don't experience? Let yourself develop. Let yourself mistake and grow. Be allowant, and also, always learn.
Forgive yourself. Forgive others and show them your mistakes. Show them to yourself first. Allow passion and avoid distractions... just sometimes, for the hell of it.
Choose whatever you want and be happy that you're alive and are able to make a choice. From the most grim, to the most insignifiant, it's all a matter of perspective. Always choose, and don't let yourself paralysed.
Walk and keep walking along with yourself. Always be yourself, try to stretch your mind and think healthy. Do you really want her not to have other friends? Do you like your ego? And if you do think poorly and realise it... it's fuckin ok. It was a choice too. Learn from it.
Evwrything is normal and ok. Forget about good or bad. Life can be either pain or happiness. The only thing that matters is how much you are able to feel.
Be thankful for the weeks of constant pain. Why? Fuck, you're alive. It's true. You only get one life and you can't experience everything. But you can experience what no one else ever will.
You have your eyes and yours only.
The world may not be as you sense it, but this way, you can shape it to always be beautiful and exciting, regardless of what's happening within it.
Now go back to the beginning of the text... and force yourself to feel my words. Really read them. Really understand.
Then be thankful. Then, really be breathing. Really be experiencing, living. Feeling every choice, as you are being shaped. And again, being thankful.
And thank you, for choosing to read this.