Mintea-computer, motorul cosmic

Caloriferul se încăpățânează să rămână rece. Îți amintesc simetric.
Mintea caută sedative, să stăpânească ceva ce vrea să iasă. Sau să se manifeste.
Îi dai să rumege ceva dureros, să se zbată peste vreo dilemă minoră legată de perseverență sau motivație. Faci ceva, dar știi că va reveni.
Să fie prima lume ce vrea să înțeleagă mintea? Greșești, te simți vonovat, dar simți. Ai vrut să scrii vinovat, dar nu te mai întorci. Nu ai cum, totul e acum.

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